Turn Around of Events

theres been so much going on for us inside and out.. just trying to keep up has been a challenge.. with Mothers Day done and gone now we can try and focus more on other things now though..

lil one is now starting to come out of her box more and more.. slowly but surely.. the other kids are excited to see her.. all the littles will be celebrating their b-days on june 25th.. it is a special time for them.. some of them just call it a celebration day and some call it their birthday.. to me all in all its one huge wonderful day for all of them.. this is the day they picked a long time ago for their celebration day.. all except for spinner.. he wanted to be green for his special day.. so his day is on St. Patty's Day.. his first one this year and he decided he wanted to age to 7 years old.. that he was ready.. he has done well since.. hes worked very hard getting to where he is today.. he no longer has scares of other people in the 3D world instead he knows how to handle a tough situation by getting someone older to deal with it.. before he would just fall apart and run as fast as his legs could take him in the opposite direction..

as for the bodys birthday that is the next month.. july.. oh what joy.. humm.. i do believe i say that with sarcasim.. 36 will be the next step for this one.. not sure if time is moving slower or going any faster.. at times it feels as if its almost standing still..

things with the T has been going ok.. been working hard.. had some success with beth and a few others.. things with our care provider also has been working out well.. she and us seem work out so well together.. all of us get along with her.. really helps..

ive noticed the fibromyalgia seems to be taking a turn on the body.. moving to the next stage on us.. leaving the arms so weak.. at time even unable to do things.. will find myself washing our hair in the shower and just so weak that i have to rest the arms.. at times will even cry because of the pain in the arms is so great.. leaving me so weak.. the fibro is now affecting the legs as well.. leaving us weak in the legs.. no longer able to hop.. jump.. or even skip without pain.. running is no longer an option for us.. we have not been able to run for some time now due to the fibro.. this is just another thing in life i will have to work on accepting.. its taken away a life we use to have.. thats the sad part.. but at least we still have the joy of looking around and experiencing life still.. thank goodness..

Peace, Love and Harmony to all..

K