Hanging in There

things have been going ok for us.. we are hanging in there.. been going to our sessions which help.. most of the time talking about the issues we need to talk about which helps too.. sometimes there are some within who does not want to talk though.. that concerns me.. but im hoping in time they will open up and share whats on their mind and on their heart.. our T is great with everyone and very patient.. she seems to enjoy each of us just as we are.. not pushing us to be someone we arent.. or never forcing us to be a certain way.. and we can tell she has a very caring heart..

we have not seen this type of comfort from someone before besides mama (a great friend we had known whom has passed away).. we lost mama a couple years ago.. the pain of her loss stays with us daily.. we think of her daily and miss her daily.. people tell us shes still here with us in our heart.. but we dont know what to think.. in a way we feel if we cant "see" her then shes not here.. we never got to go to her funeral so we didnt get closure with her.. but we are not good with funerals anyway.. they scare us.. i think for now just keeping mama in our thoughts is where she needs to be..

corner and spinner got their first remote control buzz lite year car.. they absolutely love it.. they have been playing with this car all weekend.. i can tell this is going to be one of their favorite toys now.. for quite some time..

lil one has been very sad and distant lately.. keeping to herself.. im not sure what is bothering her.. shes been staying in her box alot which is not good.. proves to me something is bothering her.. some of the other littles have tried talking to her and getting her to come out and play but she wont budge.. we might see if she will talk to our T and if she can help us with this.. our T and lil one have a good bond.. so she might talk to her.. lets hope..

i know this was a short report on us but its late.. and we must rest..

K