Is it Friday Yet?

oh please do tell me we have reached friday now..? and boy was it one! we had so many different things to do and so many different emotions running through us we didnt know which way to turn where or what would be coming next.. and i can see now its still not ended..

today we had to get so many things together for the Housing Authority and take them into her or else we wouldnt have that anymore.. we stopped at the library.. plus had our T (Therapy) session.. then ended up coming home to more confusion going on by neighbors.. yelling.. slamming things.. breaking glass.. fighting.. drinking and more.. if you ask me.. i already want this weekend over for us.. this is just something we dont need to be around.. like we dont have enough confusion alone within ourselves..

but yet once the next week hits.. things are going to be changing around again for us.. less hours with our care provider.. and that really stinks.. and something we are just not use to.. we are not sure yet what really is going on there.. but all of us are already starting to pull back away from her in case its one of those things where shes going to say shes leaving or something like that soon.. we have to prepare ourselves for it.. we are so use to it happening.. why do we get close to someone.. it just ends up in pain in the end everytime anyway.. another sort of smack in the face feeling..

but theres also another saying.. something good comes out of everything.. hummm... wonder what this will be.. and if we are up for it this time..

K