Celebrating 2nd Year..

first off i have to say.. happy stinking monday.. lol.. cause thats just what its been.. but im darn sure it will improve.. i will be sure it does..

saturday marked our second year we've been with this place we've been going to for getting on the road to recovery and getting better.. now dont get us wrong.. we've been working at this for a very long time but 2 years with this place.. our T we had for 4 years just recently left and moved to Florida so we have started with a new T.. things are going ok so far.. we are taking it nice and slow with her and she seems very willing and wanting to help us.. our last T highly recommended her.. and we fully trusted our last T.. we will continue to stick with this place and the people that are so willing to help us.. we have our doctors support.. our care providers.. our case managers and now our new T's.. we can do this! some days may be a struggle but we just have to remember to take some deep breaths every now and then and remind ourselves..... we can do this..

today i did not want to face my DBT class.. so jamie went in for me.. i did not want to face much of anything actually.. just wanted to be away in a relaxing place.. have much to think about right now.. and my head just seems to keep pounding..

after class was over our care provider took lil one to get her doll, Phoebe at the house, then something to eat and to the park they went for the day.. im glad lil one is getting a chance to do some enjoyable things for a change.. she needs to be able to laugh and enjoy herself some.. she is 6 years old and worries so much about all the stuff going on in the outside world.. whether or not she will be hurt again and if shes still lovable.. she is the most precious child ever and its heartbreaking to see such a small child with such big concerns..

we will be starting to put some of our poems in here.. some of the less triggering ones at least.. but ones we think that would be ok to share.. we hope they can speak words to people out there and let others know they are not alone.. till then.. take care..

K n all