not obeying the "rules" by calling on HER bday

its the first time we aint obeyed the rules of the fam by calling the mother on her bday. we have walked on egg shells pretty much all day long. waiting for that "you are no good!" or "what kind of daughter are you!" call. its usually one of us that gives in an makes a call. eh but none has this time. too much other sh!t goin down besides that. like we got other stuff we thinkin bout. am missin horse sessions. like i did kinda like doin those. liked the smell of the horses an barn. i liked communicating with the horses through thoughts. they like knew what i was sayin an stuff. juz stuff that was too hard to say to peeps. yakin to peeps has gotten hard. mean like eh spillin out ya beans ya know? heck i aint even all that good with surface yak. bleh! peeps say in time it gets easier. donno ya know? but eh was juz reminded. nobody can make us do anything we dont wanna do. so like we are not obligated to call the mother even if it is her bday. we are not obligated to follow rules of the past by our absers. we do have a choice in the here and now. like in the present. for i. i choose NO WAY!

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jesse or jess the mess