gosh i miss my blog..

feel almost as if its been months since ive been able to be here.. but i know it hasnt.. im just glad to be back in here writing again.. theres been lots of changes in our lives.. i believe most all of them has been for the better.. umm.. not sure on one.. still kind of riding the waves on that one..

cant remember if any of us have posted about us getting a new community support provider soon.. and cant peek back and look right now since i am in "post mode" lol.. but there is still not real update on who will be replacing our present one or if there will be anyone.. really makes us nervous.. and we love our present CSP right now we know when she really does go its going to be so heartbreaking.. our littles wont even talk about it.. when we try to talk to them about it they talk about something else way.. way different..

ugghhh.. i keep itching.. or my body is itchy.. however you say it.. you know.. my boyfriend was pulling up poison ivy this morning.. i really really hope he didnt give it to me when he was holding my hand tonight.. he told me he would wash his hand this morning!!! sigh.. thats all we need.. ugh! and its a burn sort of itchy.. blahhh.. think we better ask someone about this..

umm sorry to make this a short post.. i was really happy to be able to write again toooooo!!!!! im going to have to come back and finish this though.. yikes.. i itch!!

K