like know im suppose to be feelin somethin with our CSP worker leavin an this new one comin in. aint nothin there in me tho. juz like sorda nothin. i look out when they roun us an feel nothin bout them or them comin or goin. like maybe it really dont matter to me or they dont. eh dont know. am not sure i really care bout it. or if i should. peeps are peeps. they have their own lives that dont include us. like why should it matter to me what they do? they do it to benefit their lives not any of us? we are juz like the bushes on the side of the road that peeps drive past on their way to somewhere else in life. some peeps stop temporarily but all of them like all ways leave an move on. no one would EVER take a stupid BUSH with them. like who would? they are useless. an forever annoyin! besides like nothin ever remains in anyones life forever. ya know - i really dont think i like that word anyhow. FOREVER SUX!
jesse
Sunday, May 11, 2008
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jesse it hurts to see you so down.. really wish you you would open up to us or our t and talk about this.. or even to our csp.. we can tell youve really pulled away from everyone and all your favorite interest you like usually love doing.. it shows your hurting jesse.. you dont have to hide anymore.. we all care very much about you and all are concerned..
ReplyDeletewe love you honey.. please find safety somewhere in someone and open up at least a little..
Knall