1 year anniv. tomorrow

it will be 1 year tomorrow that we last saw our old t.. we cant believe how time has gone by like it has.. seems like just a few days ago that she left.. feels like it too.. still hurts.. the tears still flow.. we had been seeing her for almost (we think) 4 years.. we shared some really awesome moments with her.. great memories.. and alot of private issues.. discovered many skills we had and put them to use and deep within ourselves we found a friend on the outside who cared for us and "loved" us.. something that was quite odd to see from people in the work fields.. we can honestly tell you she was a honest to goodness true blessing to our lives..

the day we were told she was leaving and moving away we broke down and fell apart within.. we never wanted to hear those words.. so many different feelings came up for us.. we kept blaming ourselves.. like as if we weren't working hard enough in t sessions that she just wanted to move on and give up on us.. huge abandonment issues.. all we could do was cry and cry for days.. and weeks.. we pretended as hard as we could for others that "we were ok or we had it together", but in no possible way did we have it together at all.. but for that time wearing those mask was the only thing that kept us going and people away from bothering us and pestering us with tons of questions.. we just wanted to be left alone..

we were introduced to our new t before our old t had left.. our new t seemed nice and eager to work with us and get to know us.. we didn't know what to say at the time..

as time has gone by we have gotten to know our new t better.. shes really worked out quite well for us.. though we think of our old t every day and miss her.. we truly are thankful we had the chance of working with our old t for the years we did and the time she took reaching out to us, caring for us, showing her love for us and teaching us so much.. we are very grateful..

we are also truly grateful she asked such a sweet lady to step in and be our new t.. and to watch over us.. these 2 women have been such amazing people we have ever met.. they have taught us so much and been such a guidance for us..

of course there will always be hard times we may face.. but together we work through them... and move on.. but not without always learning something new along the way..

we hope our old t stops at least for a moment tomorrow and thinks of us.. we know we will be thinking of her..

as for our new t.. (smiles) we will be spending a little time together tomorrow to "celebrate" our old t's one year anniv.. we are not quite sure how we "celebrate" it.. but.. we will learn.. we are always open to learning new and better things..

Peace, Love & Harmony..

K n all